On January 23, Bigetron RA announced their farewell to Alvin ‘Miseryy’ Sahri Ramadhan, the PUBG MOBILE player who is now wearing the Persija EVOS uniform to face the 2023 PMPL ID Spring. Through the 26th episode of Podcast Unknown Battleground uploaded on February 7th, Miseryy finally explained the reasons why he decided to leave the team that he only defended for 1 season.

Reasons Miseryy Left Bigetron RA

"Regardless of the result, even though we won the PMGC, I will try to tell Ko Ed (BTR Starlest) that I want to leave. This is more of a moral burden, I feel like I've failed and can't live up to Bigetron's standards. I couldn't live up to everyone's expectations, the fans, and especially Ko Ed, the management and the people behind Bigetron, because I was expected to bring back RA, but I failed," Miseryy said.

Miseryy admitted that his anxiety had existed since before Bigetron RA competed in the PMGC 2022 Group Stage in Malaysia, more precisely in early September 2022 after Bigetron RA finished the 2022 PMPL SEA Championship Fall Play-ins with poor result.

"It doesn't seem like it's not in my ability to make RA win. Instead of being a parasite on the team, it's better for me to get out of here. It's more of an understanding that instead of them not being champions anymore, it's better for me to leave and look for a new opportunity. Rather than blaming other people when you lost, I prefer to blame myself," Miseryy continued.

Although aside from his own anxiety, Miseryy also mentioned that the already non-harmonious mood within the Bigetron RA roster was one of the factors that made him consider leaving the team.

"It's just toxic. Outside of the game we are really having fun, but in the game it’s already beyond toxic. We can't really be together anymore because we already have our own egos and pride in the game. Maybe we need to separate and try to reset," Miseryy said.

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